Anyone who has been on the infertility journey/had losses, knows that with it all comes triggers...You sometimes can know when it is coming, and sometimes it hits you like a ton of bricks...
This coming week/the next week is one of those times..I would have been due with our first baby...And right around Mother's Day....
I haven't cried about it,but I am sure it is coming...I am going to my Mom's next Saturday and coming back Sunday..It will be good to be gone and be distracted...To spend time with my Mom and see my Granny who is not doing well...
I have done surprisingly well over the past month or so since our second loss...School has kept me busy/distracted, and I am slowly healing..
My last day at LCA will be May 16th, and I will be deciding what to do for a job for next year. I want to teach, but we will just see what door God opens for me..Until then I will enjoy these last day with my kids, and start my summer! :)
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