It has been 3 weeks (today) since my D and C. Each week has gotten easier, but I still think about our loss sometimes and the "what ifs". For ex: If I was preg. still, we would be announcing this week or next week publicly and I wanted to do it with a baby pumpkin photo shoot. My morning sickness would be subsiding, and the early planning would begin for nursery ideas etc...
I have to remind myself a lot that HOPE is not lost...That God is still on our side, and that HE will not fail us.
On a good note, my fertility appt. f/u went well. She said that unfortunately this was just a "fluke" thing that happened and that by no means should we stop trying.
So what is the next step? Well, we patiently wait for me to get my cycle..:/ Easier said than done! I had my hcg drawn today, and I am hoping it is low, as I won't get my cycle until it is zero. Of course with my hx, who knows if I will get my cycle on my own, but I really pray that I do!
If we haven't gotten preg. on our own/or me a cycle by Jan, then we will proceed with Clomid but with IUI. The Dr. feels this is the next thing we should do, as it will take the pressure off us, and our chances increase for pregnancy.
Right now, I just take it step by step, and day by day. I have hope that by this time next year, I will be very close to having our first baby!
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