Today we found out that this baby was not meant to be..not now at least. The sono revealed a blighted ovum. The Dr. said it was nothing we did. It was God's way of taking care of things. The chromosomes did not line up properly, therefore no baby grew. He was pretty confident in giving us this news. Had the baby grown, this baby would probably have had multiple defects.
I am sad, confused, heart broken, and desperately trying to hang on to my FAITH. Faith in God and that HE will take care of us. I prayed so much today before my appt, and our friends and family have been praying for this little miracle.
I will see if in a few weeks, I miscarry on my own. If not, I will have a D and C. I have not lost all hope...I am still hopeful.
I am blessed that for 6 weeks or so, I was able to experience the joy of being pregnant, and being a Mom. God gave me that, and for that I am so Thankful. He will not fail us...ever.
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