Sigh...

Well, I found out this past week, that I need a minor sinus surgery..Yea, not what I wanted to hear.  The ENT said my deviated septum has a small bone spur on the left side that could be attributing to some things and my migraines, possibly...

I really don't know what to do..I am bummed on many levels about this.  First, just the financial part of it, and not knowing how much we will have to pay.

Second, we may have to put off IUI because of it..I am seriously debating on whether to have the surgery or not, because I wanted to have the IUI in Oct. or Nov. at the latest.

I have been sad about it, not knowing what to do...:(   I may see if maybe I can get it done in Sept, but we have so much going on with our friend's who are getting married etc.

I pray we can get it figured out etc...Wayne wants me to have the surgery and us just put off the IUI if we need too, of course I have a differing opinion on this, etc...

After more talking (with hubby, friends etc), I think I will call Monday to see if they can find out how much our part will be for surgery...I will def. pray more about all of this, as I know God has the answers, if if it's sometimes not what I am looking for!  :)  

yes, I Want to be pregnant and have a baby..But I don't know when that will be...God only has the answers and as much as I struggle with this daily (a lot of it being on the inside), I just have to pray and know that HE has this...:)