Round 2..baby...

I have two nights left of my second round of Clomid.  This time, 100mg.  I go next Tues, for a u/s, to see if any little eggs are growing.  I am pretty laid back about it, as stressing will do NO good, and not help me get preggo...:)  I had a minor break down at the Fertility Clinic Friday when I went.  It was a combo of : period coming, sinuses making me feel like crap, being hit with another payment, woman hearing heart beat for first time, and a couple who has "coverage".   I didn't lose it in the waiting room, I waited until I went to the BR, then sitting in exam room, the flood gates were opened. I could not control myself. It was awful.  The Dr. immediately asked what was wrong when she came in, I told her, "my period, and I don't feel good".   She said we could skip this cycle, etc. and that we just need to pray that this round will work, etc. She was professional, and was being as nice as she could, considering my emotional status!   I told her I would be ok, and that I wanted to do another cycle.
U/S confirmed menses, and at the end, she said "you have lots of eggs!'...so yea, we just need to get ONE fertilized!!!!!!!!!  :)

The office manager was so kind to give me a teacher discount. So we had a little credit from our first cycle payment, and this payment was less, and she said we could pay it out.  SO NICE, and so needed and meant to be at that moment.  (remind myself to write a ty note to her!)


Even with my emotional break down, I learned that I have hope. I have a lot to be thankful for, and I need to remind myself of that...continually....