Blah Day...

Well, looks like my period decided to make her ugly appearance...:(   On a good note, at least I am getting it on my own, and it looks like the Clomid made me ovulate.  I go tomm. for a sono and to discuss the next step. I am pretty sure I will do another round of Clomid, unless she thinks other meds would be better.

I really don't know how to feel right now...Kinda sad, frustrated, confused, etc.  I have to think of the first round as a "trial" round as one of my friends put it.  Hopefully the next round will do the trick....If not, then we are running out of options. There is IUI, but I don't know how advantageous that would be, plus we have to wait a while to save up the money for it.  Which I am ok with. 

I will be ok..I am glad I have a 3 day weekend, and then Tuesday is my last day with our kids!  I will miss them for sure, but I need a break!  Wed. we have clean up/box up our room...

On a really good note, I got a job for the summer!   I will be taking care of a 4 month old m-w! 
I know some people will not understand this, since I am trying to pregnant, etc.
It actually doesn't bother me to be around kids/babies, friend's kids, etc.   I look at it as a blessing, that I can take care of this baby for this family, and for 3 days a week, I get to play with him, nurture him, etc!  I know the Mom feels very blessed that she got my name from our mutual friend!   They also have a 2.5 year old, but she will be going to a day care.  They have two dogs, a pool, etc..So I think it will be fun!  Still praying for a teaching job in the fall, or something FT, as it will help us out so much.

Here is to kind of a blah day, but with it comes a lot of hope!  I have to stay hopeful, because then I have nothing...