Decision...

I had my second interview Thu. at the ER clinic.  It went well..Really well in fact..BUT, with that being said, I have had such insomnia and anxiety thinking about how things will work with me working nights, etc.  I have prayed, done a lot of thinking, talked with Wayne my friends, etc...A lot really hit home when talking to my bible ladies group.  They brought some things up, that I didn't really factor in.  If offered the job, I am going to turn it down. I am torn, because I think it would be a really good opportunity, but I have a lot of things on my plate right now, and the first one being trying to conceive.  Working nights messes with your personal schedule. Not only your sleep schedule, and personal life, but your internal clock/ and hormones.  I am already not having a period.  (another post on that) so I really don't think it would be good to mess with my system even more!

I hope to get a FT job in a school district or an assistant job that is FT, or even a FT medical job that is days!