Yesterday my parent's and sweet Granny came over for Christmas! It was joyous with good food, company and some nice presents! :) Wayne really out did himself this year and got me a Keurig (which I did pick out, but didn't think I would get it! :) AND he got me the drawer to put the K cups in, and a 60 variety pack of them! WOW! I am already loving it! :) I also got some Bath and Body works, and a Dillard's gc from our Gift Card game that we do!
As some of you know, I started blogging about Wayne and mine's TTC journey. I went in on the 22nd and had a V-sono, and it was fine. I ended my Prometrium on Mon. night, and I started my very light period Wed. This is def. a good thing! :) He would like for me to have a HSG test (they shoot die up your "woohoo", and see if your fallopian tubes are blocked) and for Wayne to get his "little men" tested. He def. was not trying to to push things, just saying what the next steps could be. I told him I wanted to do the ovulation kit tests this cycle after my period ended, and he said that was fine. Who knows if they will be positive, and if not, then yes..Something is def. not right, and we move forward.
I will be honest. Christmas Eve night I was a little bummed. Christmas is really about celebrating Jesus and seeing the kids faces light up and experiencing Christmas magic with them. I was a little bummed, because we didn't get to stay up till 1 am getting their toys ready from Santa. Seeing their face light up at 7am Christmas Day. A little bummed I didn't have a baby growing in my belly that I could look forward to knowing that next Christmas, it would be their FIRST. Bummed they wouldn't be opening gifts from Gran, Pop and Granny, and have multiple photo shoots with them.
In light of all this, I have to say I did feel blessed for so many things. My health, my family's health, that my Granny is still with us, that Wayne and I both have jobs, a roof over our head, sweet animals that make me love them more everyday, sweet friends that I love, and the list goes on.
I know that God will lead Wayne and I in the right direction on this journey. I know that he is the ONE that knows what is right and what he will hand us in the days ahead. I am so thankful for Jesus and that he died for our sins, and that we try and strive to be like him everyday.
On another note I have a sweet friend who I will call A. Her and her husband have been dealing with infertility for a while now, and today I got the most awesome email from her, and I talked to her for a bit. She is one of the strongest people I know, and I am very blessed to have her in my life. Even though this journey we are both on is painful, we are in this journey together.
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